September 3, 2009

integrity is seriously lacking these days

VENTING - attorney dumped my case after doing no work on it for a year, just 2 months shy of statutory deadline.  guess he couldn't handle being held accountable.  pity he doesn't realize he just dug his own career grave.

WHINING - why does my mind sabotage my body?

WHIMPERING - registered for classes today.  the syllabi scare me.

HOPING - 2 days of plateau menu will kick-start more weight loss.

RESIGNED - I will never be without debt.

August 30, 2009

tomorrow is another day

MUSING -  I've tried journaling, voice-notes, & daily inspirations - all to no avail.  Need some outlet for the thoughts that wreak havoc on my days.  Thus, I've caved to the blog-olution.

LAMENTING - fell off diet wagon tonight.  cheeseburger & fries for dinner followed by 3 squares of Ghirardelli chocolate.  all of which means hell on the treadmill tomorrow.

RESIGNED - Working on accepting that my pups are the only "kids" I'm probably going to have in this lifetime.

WHIMPERING - About to take a $20k loan to go back to school.  Terrified.

EXCLAIMING - Holy s**t - District 9 is an effing amazing movie!